Leaves or Stones, Which do You Choose? - Becky Hillman

“For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.” Isaiah 55:9

My oldest son absolutely loves bugs. The first thing he does when he goes outside is pick up anything that might have a bug, spider or insect underneath. He isn’t afraid of any of them. The whole point of his venture is to see what might be waiting for him there. He especially likes getting aphids off of our flowering plants. He knows they eat the leaves and damage the plant.

God has the same attitude with us. He wants to pick up each and every stone that has some hidden sin trapped beneath. He knows that left unattended, sin will eat through our spirits and leave us damaged. God wants to remove the stone and expose the sin so He can get rid of it.

I often try to get rid of a particular sin in my life on my own. It’s resentment. Being a stay at home mom, I can have some difficult days. This particular time lasted for about a week. My attitude was lacking and I resented my husband for the hours he had to work. I tried to be supportive and not complain, but all I managed to do was stifle my resentment. I even asked my husband to skip Bible study one evening because I couldn’t manage by myself that night. He needed to go, and did. I went upstairs, intending to watch TV until he left but when I shut the door, all I could do was fall on my knees in despair.

Completely drained, I cried out to God for help. Oh, it wasn’t the scene where you picture a Godly woman on her knees calling out to God. Instead, I was having a pity party. But I came to God with an honest heart, and I left that room a changed woman.

When we attempt to rid ourselves of sin and turn over a new leaf, it’s as futile as leaves blowing in the wind. However, when we invite God to make the changes He wants, He leaves no stones unturned. This is life altering and permanent. Allow God into your heart. He will reshape you from the inside out.

Becky Hillman is a freelance writer living in Tennessee. She is married to a wonderfully supportive husband and they have 3 boys. She writes devotionals, articles, and Bible studies. She enjoys outdoor activities with her family and friends, especially whitewater rafting. Before becoming a full time mom, she worked as an exercise specialist and a special education teacher. Her passion is sharing God's word with others, so Christ can open their hearts for life changing experiences.